Story Name: Fallen
Author: Blade or HurricaneGurl41
Distribution: Fanfiction.Net, and if any of you want to post it, just ask first.
Summary: A girl finds out her parents have died, can her Best friend Jeff Hardy save her or is he too late.
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the WWE Superstars in my Story, they all own themselves and the WWE owns their characters. This is pure fan fiction.
Rating: PG
began to cry even more in Jeff's arms not knowing myself anymore. Confused as hell about everything. First I screw up in school. Then my parents die. Then I try to kill myself, then I fall for my best friend while I have a boyfriend. I didn't think life could get any worse. Would you believe me when I say it did?
"Morgy I know how you feel sweetie, trust me I do. But you need to snap out of it. Living like you are now you are as good as dead. I talked to Shane yesterday. He said you haven't talked to him in over a week. Like he would say WHATS UP WIT DAT!? " Jeff said smiling and trying to get me to smile.
"Jeff, I can't.I'll hurt him.He can never know about us.I mean. Gd I love you just as much as him if not more, but I still have feelings for him I'm just so lost!" I replied cuddling into Jeff's strong body.
"I know but you'll have to tell him one day." Jeff replied matter-of- factly.
"I know I have so paintings to finish Jeff so I'll talk to you to tomorrow." I said
'Alright Night Morgy." He said kissing me softly and leaving my room. It was now or never. I picked up the backpack that I had hidden in my closet. It contained clothes and other valuables I would need including money Paints and pencils and paper. I would run away I didn't care to where to get my freedom back. They'd forget about me eventually anyways. I just needed to see the world. I had had enough of that house, of everyone. I began a letter to Jeff explaining everything.
'Dear Jeff, I'm sorry I lied to you. I need out of this hell. Tell everyone everything about me about us. Tell Shane I love him and I have his gift on my night stand for our 6 month anniversary. Tell him I got his too and I took it with. Tell Matt he was by far the worst big brother I ever had. Tell Shannon I miss my prank buddy. And Jeff I love you and I will miss my best friend the most. Jeff this part is for you only. Cell phone # (567) 234-8767 call me after 3days I should have a place by then. Then sneak out and come to visit. But I'm never coming back there Jeff never.
Love Always Morgan Lee Kith'
I put the letter beside Shane's gift. I grabbed all my stuff and began to descend out of my window. I took one last look at the hell house and ran as far as I could. I hadn't realized where I had stopped. I was right in Shannon's back yard, and he was there looking at me in shock.
"Morgan? What the fuck are you doing? Your supposed to be in the Hardy's house.Your running away aren't you?" he asked still a bit taken aback.
"Ya Shannon I am I can't take their shit anymore. I'm sorry Shan but you can't tell anyone! Promise me!" I said yelling at him to be silent.
"Fine but.. why?" he asked.
"Because Shannon my life was fucked up and I did dumb shit I need to start over find myself again. You understand right? I'm leaving North Carolina, I'm leaving you guys. God I'll miss you all so much!" I said running to him and hugging him tightly.
"I'll miss you to Morgy, but you do what you need to do. You're a big girl now, you can make your own decisions. I stand behind you all the way. You know that right?" he asked smiling at me.
"Ya I do now I have to run to the train station." I said about to take off when a hand pulled me back stopped me.
"Morgan how about we drive you since we all saw the note." Said a familiar voice, but it was not Shannon.
"O god, Shane!" I said passing out.
I awoke in a car, the driver was Shane and he looked really mad. Jeff was in the back with Shannon and I. I opened my eyes fully and realized we were on our way to the train station.
"What the hell!" I said trying t get up but Shannon and Jeff held me down.
"How could you Morgan? I loved you!" Shane said in a blind rage.
"I.I'm sorry Shane you weren't supposed to know until I was long gone. I was out of it and so depressed I needed some thing that." I was cut short bye Shane looking at me with a gun in his hand.
"I loved you Morgan. I really did and you go and have a fling behind my back with this cunt!" he said pointing the gun at Jeff.
"Ok Shane man calm down!" Jeff said holding me down. "It was my fault don't hurt any of us man ok? We didn't do anything that wrong!" Jeff said defensively.
"Right you juts took advantage of my girlfriend while she was lost and confused." Shane Said Shane still pointing the gun at Jeff. We had pulled over at this point.
"Shane it was my fault now let Shan and Jeff go and we can talk this over ok sweetie?" I said trying to reason with him. I had never seen him act like this ever. He always had seemed like such a kind soul.
"No I don't want to talk to some penny crack whore!" he screamed. I hadn't known how much I ment to him.
"Shane buddy what the fuck do I have to do with this shit and you should let us go buddy before some one does something stupid." Shannon said.
"Shan you were going to let her leave us! You would have let her go and left without me! She is mine!" he said seeming more crazy then before.
"Please Shane let us go please!" I said becoming hysterical. How could he do this to us? We were his friends!
"Fine they go you stay." He said and I agreed but they were the ones who refused.
"No Morgan your not staying in here with him while he's pissed off with a gun." Jeff said holding me tightly to him.
I look up at Jeff he is so worried and so sincere. I look then towards Shannon he too looks as sincere and worried as Jeff. I hadn't realized how much people cared about me.
"Jeff" I whispered into his ear "I'm going to do something to distract him, you and Shan get out as fast as you guys can I'll be right behind you ok?" I said softly.
"Alright, but if it looks bad, I'm coming back to get you." He replied and whispered to Shannon.
I sat up looked into Shane's eyes and slapped his face as hard as I could and then I scrached his face till it bled and ran out after Jeff and Shan. Shane was furious and took a shot at me he missed me.Or was he never aiming for me?
I look ahead as Jeff fell to the ground with a pool of blood forming around him. I let a cry of desperation as I collapse beside him.
"JEFF!!! O GOD! JEFF TALK TO ME BABY STAY HERE PLEASE I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU!" I screamed in horror. My best friend, my lover he can't die. Not so soon after all this other shit happened, Shane hopped back into the car and drove away at top speed. Shannon kneeled beside me and heeld me as I began to break down once more.
"Shhhh, it's ok Morgy lets call 911 and they'll help Jeffro ok sweetie?" he said kissing my forehead. I nodded. Jeff then opened his eyes and looked into mine.
"Morgan I'm going to live, cause I promised you." he blacked out from the pain. But he wasn't too badly hurt. He had been shot in the arm. But he was losing lots of blood.
The ambulance came and took us into North Carolina once more. Gil and Matt were already there. They hugged Shannon and I and we all waited for Jeff in the waiting room. I still felt so responsible for all of this. It's then that my hell was re-started. The thoughts of pain returned and so did the urge to bleed.
****************
I sat in the hospital for what seemed days or weeks. Really only slow desperate hours passed. The bullet was lodged within his collar bone. The doctors were fumbeled for lack of a better word. They just couldn't figure out how to get the bullet out. They finally got it after hours of surgery and lots of lost blood.
I was the first visitor Jeff was aloud, he asked for me with his feable strength. He called for me and the doctors were ify on my coming in. But eventually they agreed.
"Jeff?" I said teary eyed as I entered his room. "are you ok baby?" I smiled at him and walked towards his face. I kissed his soft lips. I woke him. He stared into my eyes and smiled.
"Hey Morgy, I love you. Never forget that baby ok?" he asked weakly kissing me again.
"I know that Jeff I know." I said crying.
"Morgan don't cry, you know I feel like shit when you cry it's not that bad I'll be fine baby come on where's my smiling Morgan?" he asked laughing hoarsely.
"Jeff it's my fault you're here. Blame me Shane found out and he wasn't supposed to know it's all my fault!" I screamed in my head. Those words kept repeating over and over again. It had been al my fault I almost killed my best friend, and with him in the hospital, I was free to bleed the pain out in peace.
"Morgan? You with me?" He said hoarsely to me snapping me out of my drema world.
"Jeff I can't bear this I'm going back home your home. Can I saty in your room tonight? I don't feel safe in my own." I said shaking remembering all that had occurred that day.
"Of course baby you want Shannon over I know you guys are tight and all. Or how about Matt?" he asked even more hoarsely then before.
"No Jeff I need my space. I need to think. I'll have Shannon over later in the day tomorrow after I've slept and all. I love you Jeff. I love you more then you know." I said kissing him passionately. He returned as best he could in his state. "Bye Jeff, I'll see you once you get home, this place just scares me I'm sorry I have to go." I said lying to him.
"It's ok Dad will stay with me. Matt will take ya home and help you out while Dad and I are here ok?" he asked.
"I am. And I'll stay strong for you." I said smiling and kissing his forehead, then leaving crying hard as I got out. Matt ran towards me and picked me up. He put me into the car and took me home. I guess he figured it best to give me my space. But he gave me a bit too much.
My trusty knife, my only real friend left had been hidden in Jeff's room by Matt. I knew where it was. Jeff had said to me that day before I left that he had it in his closet. I had no trouble finding it.
I put it onto my pale skin. It was a cold familiar feeling. I knew this time not to cut as deep. I push on the blade of the knife. It pierces the skin and the first little trickles of blood penetrate the gap. God how I have missed this pain. It has been lost from me for so long. I feel real once more. I push it into shapes upon my arm. First I draw a letter a letter m, followed by a y. Eventually I have carved my fault into my arm. This shall be my constant reminder of what I have done. I have hurt loved ones. I have hurt Jeff, the one person who loved me, who never gave up on me. I hurt him.
The pain is heaven. I linger in it. I fear for it to go. I also fear that Matt might walk in and see me with a blade in my arm. I carve a small dagger shape beside the sentence I have carved. I then hide the bloody knife in an empty drawer of Jeff's. I'll hide it better later.
I cover up the wounds I have made with a long sleeved sweatshirt of Jeff's. My favorite black one with Pearl Jam written on the from. After I get it on Matt knocks on Jeff's door. I make sure nothing is visible and then I answer the door.
"Hey Morgan, I'm sorry kiddo!" he said breaking down in my arms. This shocked me and also make me see how much I had hurt Matt too. I would have to punish myself more for that.
"Matt don't worry Jeff will be fine he's tuff. He'll be ok." I said my voice wavering a bit.
"I know Morgan I still can't figure out why Shane went all a wall on Jeff and you and Shannon!" he replied. Did this mean they hadn't all read my letter? Someone had taken it. Shane? No it had to have been Jeff after Shane saw it. Jeff kew what would happen if Matt or Gil saw that note. My freedom would all be gone, this way I had it. Jeff had helped me so much.
"I. I don't know Matt, maybe he was just angry about something. Who knows but him. Has there been any word from the police?" I asked trying to smile to make Matt happier.
"no not yet, and that scares me. He knows where we live, maybe we should head over to Shannon's what do you say kiddo?" he asked hugging me tightly. Shannon knew everything I could trust Shannon.
"That's a great idea Matt." I said smiling. We headed to Shannon's with all my stuff. We got there in 5 minutes in Matt's car. Shannon was outside waiting. He ran up and hugged me and took in my stuff. Matt was going to the hospital to tell Jeff and gil where we were. Shannon was all alone that weekend since his parents were in Cancun for the week.
"Morgan your afraid aren't you? Afraid of what Shane might do?" Shannon asked hugging her tightly as she wept after showing Shannon all she had done and telling him the hole story.
"I'm scared for my life and everyone I hold dear Shan, I hurt so bad now. My life has been a fucking train wreck. Everything is wrong. Shannon I don't know who I am anymore or who I used to be. All I know is the pain from the knife, and Jeff and his love for me and me for him. Other then that everything is alien." I said crying into his chest.
"Morgan, I'm always here for you girl. I always will be and I'm glad you told me this. I'm going to help you, and I won't tell a soul I promise he said solemly. At that moment the doorbell rang. "Morgan hide, I wasn't expecting anyone and Mat has keys, it's Shane I'm sure of it. Hide!" Shannon said running to his pantry and grabbing a large gun. I ran and hid under his bed as he sat in the room above me making sure I was save.
