I looked around the room searching for some hidden exit. There were none I was stuck, trapped locked in with a psycho who wanted to hurt me and fuck me then leave me alone. He had hurt my friends. Then I thought the sledgehammer if I could get it I would be safe. Problem was it was on the other side of the room with an uncontious Maven. I had to get past Storm to get to it.
I'm strong but Lance is huge compaired to me. I do not have that kind of strength. He is heading towards me. I shiver in fear and try to curl up into a tiny ball and hide. But he knew where I was and he grabbed me by my hair and started feeling my body. He was not gentle like Jeff, or Shane had ever been. He was rough and cruel.
I pulled away from his touch. He hated when I did this and he punched me hard in the face making my nose bleed. I refused again and he gave me a black eye. I wished so badly he would just leave me to die slowly and stop this pain he caused not only the physical but the mental as well.
"Come on you little whore you were asking for this from day one. Looking all innocent and conservative compared to the other divas. They've all been here with me. But you're the first to put up a fight. I like that baby. You're the first to tell people too. Now I'm gonna fuck you good. SO STRIP WHORE!!" he screamed. With those words he pulled out a knife and put it to my throat.
"I am not afraid of death nor am I afraid of you jackass." I say spitting in his face. He pulls my clothing off and does his dirty work. I scream loudly praying someone will hear. Nobody ever does. I am hopelessly doomed to suffer this over and over again.
"That's it whore keep it.." Lance is cut short. He falls to the floor blood trickling doen from his head. Maven came too and saw him in me. He picked up the sledgehammer and knock the sense out of Lance.
"Morgan, o god I'm sorry girl, let me help you." Maven says sincerely helping me get dressed. I feel vile and disgusting. No one had ever seen him do it. I felt so dirty I asked Maven to let me shower. He said fine and while I showered I could hear him beating Storm some more. I was glad Jeff had not seen me.
"Maven," I start as I finished dressing "Thank you for saving me. I think that's what I needed. I'm glad it was you who saved me. I dunno why, just if Jeff had seen it he might not respect me as he does." I finish.
"Don't be silly Morgan he loves you, he would always respect you!" Maven said hugging me.
"I know but I still can't help feeling like he would. I don't feel so hot can you take me to him? I think I have to go to the hotel and rest" I reply.
"Ya of course their match should be over by now I think." Maven says taking me by the hand. We find Jeff and Shane. Maven finish's telling them what happened and they hug me. Jeff drove me back to the hotel. I'm glad Lance will be fired and sent away, far away from here from me.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~3 months later~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
"So Morgan did the doctor tell you why you kept getting sick in the mornings now a days?" Maven and Shannon asked looking at me with worry. It had been several months since Lance had raped me. We were at a pay per view.
"Umm no he says it's probably just a bug." I say lieing bluntly. They could never know my secret no one can. I'm being totured by Lance even though he's gone he placed a parasite within me. Feeding of my life. He had fucked me worse then I had thought originally. He had given me a child. A child I knew I could not have.
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I have so much trouble lieing to Shannon and Maven. But I did it. They do not know of the thing within me. It belongs to his slime. I must get rid of it. But I refuse to have an abortion. Maybe I could convince Jeff it were his, but he'd make me ave it. The one thing I do not want is to have this child.
"Umm guys I'll be right back I just need to make a phone call" I say heading to Shane's change room. I slip in unnoticed. I sit in his shower area and cry. I figured he had a match. I cry until I have no tears left. Then I punch my stomac several times over. If the baby is to die in me my problems are solved.
"Morgan sweetie why are you hurting yourself whats wrong?" Shane had returned from his match. He sits down with me and holds me tightly. I cry into his shoulder. I wished I didn't have to tell anybody about this after all I had hid it from my 2 best friends. Why could I nor hide it from Shane.
"Shane he made me pregnant Lance impregnated me. I dunno what to do anymore. I can't have this kid Shane. but I don't want an abortion what can I do?" I ask crying harder into him.
"Morgan i. I don't know. I think we should tell Jeff and see what he thinks. After all he is your fiancé?" Shane said. This made me only cry harder.
"SHANE ARE YOU CRAZY???? Jeff can never know nobody can know. Please this is killing me to tell you. I'll deal with it on my own ok?" I said smiling and looking sure of myself. I had the solution. It was so simple! Why hadn't I seen it before?
'If your sure Morgan. But I'll check on you in the morning ok?" Shane asked kissing my forehead.
"Of course Shane I should be like 100 % by then I'm pretty sure of this." I said hugging him tightly.
"Hey Baby" Jeff said picking me up and kissing my lips softly. He put me down. "I'm glad I found you baby I'm thinking of just heading to the hotel you in?" Jeff asked holding my hand.
"Of course Jeff. Later guys!" I said hugging all of them. We head out to Jeff's Corvette and eventually get to the hotel. Jeff has something romantic in mind it has been 5 years since our first kiss to the day.
"So baby do you think your ready?" He asks as we get into our hotel room. I know what he wants what he's waited so long for. He deserves it so I will not refuse him. I'm still frightened that he will be like Storm and abuse me but it's Jeff he would never hurt me.
"I am Jeff, I know I am." I reply kissing him passionately. We start the romantic evening. It goes as far as planned and Jeff is gentle to me. He does not hurt me like Lance did. It is like heaven.
Once we are done we sleep. Or at least Jeff does. I am still awake. I will not sleep. I have something I must do. I pull out my knife and head to the bath room and sit in the bath tub. It is now or never. I push the blade lightly into my thigh. I let the blood flow from the cut smoothly. The pain is not as good as it once was when I was unloved. The pain is cold and empty.
I think nothing of it and I push deeper and let the blade navigate itself as deep as possible. I do the next thigh. There is so much blood yet I am not dying. I slit my wrists and wait patiently for the inevitable end which awaits me. And I do something I have never done while cutting myself I cry. I cry for all those I will leave. For Jeff, for Shane, for Maven, and Shannon and Matt. My friends my lover and my brothers. I will miss them so much. But the child is driving me to this, if I die I will indirectly kill it too. I feel myself slip away as I lose myself in the blood. The deep crimson color consumes me as everything goes black ............................................................................ ................................ ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 1 year later ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
"Wow has it been a year since the incident Jeff?" asked Shannon curiously.
"Yup Shan a whole year. I was so scared that day, I found her in the bath tub full of her own blood" Jeff started.
"Bro I know it's still hard for you to talk about.. You miss her don't you?" Matt asked.
"Matt, I will never love another like I loved Morgan, Storm definetly paid for what he did though, I got him good." Jeff replied.
"Ya you sure did Jeff" Shane laughed.
"So have they given you a sentence Jeff?" asked Maven.
"Yup just 7 years but it was worth it for Morgan got her revenge, I killed that bastard. And I could care less if I spent forever in here knowing she was avenged makes me happy and I guess it was stupid to kill him, but I had to" Jeff said from behind the class of the prisoner prison.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~Flashback to that night~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Jeff broke down the door and saw Morgan in the bath tub of blood. In fear he raced over to her side and began to cry. She lifted up her head with bloody eyes and face she began to talk to him.
"Jeff" she began weakly "I'm so sorry, but I had to I'm pregnant with Lances child, I couldn't tell you about it cause I could not have this baby it should never have existed and you know how against abortions I am, this way I die, but so does the child. Jeff, I love you and I always will never forget that..." Those were Morgan's lasts words to anyone.
"Morgan? Come back baby come back, please.. MORGAN!!!!" Jeff infuriated with the death of his fiancé rushes out to find Lance Storm and revenge for Morgan. Not only did Jeff find and attack Lance but he also murdered him with a sledgehammer to the head.
