*~!Fallen!~*

Morgan Kith was an average 19 year old girl. She had many friends and was considered popular by her school friends. She lived in Cameron North Carolina. Her best Friends name was Jeff Hardy and they had been friends since they were little. This is the story of how Morgan's parents died and how she dealt with it.

(Morgan's pov)

I sat at my window on the phone with Jeff. I was afraid to tell my parents I hadn't done so great in math. They always wanted me to do so great. I just couldn't keep up with their standards!

"Morgy, just calm down their your parents, I'm sure they'll understand!" Jeff said loudly into the receiver. "Plus Morgan, Ms. Devalio hasn't even given you your final mark yet! You might get at least an 80 what are you so afraid of? Your parents are nice people! They'll understand!"

"Jeff, if I don't get at least an 80 I'm not aloud to wrestle with you Matt, Shane and Shan in OMEGA anymore!" I said beginning to tear. I think Jeff might have heard my sob.

"Morgy, I'm coming over ok. I'll be there in five minutes. Just please don't cry you know it makes me sad to see you cry!" he said lovingly and softly into the receiver.

"Ok Jeff, I'll see you then." I said as I hung up the phone. It was then that I took out my journal and wrote Jeff and I usually did this together, but this was just too much for me. Wrestling was my life right now. I loved it so much! Without it I was nothing.

'Dear Journal, today I did my math exam, I think I failed, meaning I won't get an 80 meaning I won't get to wrestle with the guys in OMEGA anymore! Wrestling is all I have left in me. Without it I'm nothing. I would rather die then keep going without wrestling.' I finished writing. The last sentence struck me hard. Maybe my death was the answer? Maybe I could feel more whole in heaven? I was so upset I didn't make sense.

I headed downstairs, and took up a knife. I started to contemplate what my actions were and they consequences. I just couldn't go on with nothing left in me. Then one thought entered my head, the one thought that made sense. JEFF. I couldn't leave my best friend like that. He needed me like I needed him. At that moment he opened the door and saw me with the knife. He ran towards me and I began to shake. What had I almost done?

"Morgan, please sweetie drop the knife!" he said I looked towards him and saw tears in his eyes. It broke my heart to see him cry. I dropped the knife and fell to my knees. "Morgy!" Jeff yelled and he jumped down beside me. " what were you thinking? I was worried as hell about you. I know your like Shane you eat sleep and breathe wrestling. You'll do fine. Besides your parents are away on their trip till next week anyways! I'm always here for you Morgy, never forget that I love you!" he said kissing my forehead.

"Jeff, I.I.. I just don't know what came over me. I was about to do it when I remembered you. I couldn't leave you like that. We have been friends since kindergarten, and we're so close. Leaving you would hurt you so much. I couldn't do it." I said crying into his arm.

"Morgy pack up ok your staying over at my house. Shane's over so you can stay in my room ok?" he asked caringly. I always slept over there. Less now that Matt, Jeff's older brother had a girlfriend, because I always slept in the spare room, but she slept there now. So since she came into the picture I have been sleeping in Jeff's room. Usually we don't tell his dad, who is more strict then mine!

"Alright can you help me I'm really shaky." I said smiling faintly.

"Of course, you tell what to pack and I'll do it." He said helping me up and into my room. He then packed up everything I would need for the next week of me at his house.

"That's everything." I said smiling and kissing his cheek.

"What was that for?" he asked.

"For being there when I needed you. For always being there when I need you." I said smiling and hopping into his car. We turned on the radio, and our song was playing. Whisper by Evanescence. I began to cry a bit, remembering what I had almost done to myself and to Jeff. He noticed and pulled over. He leaned in and hugged me. We then started back towards his house.