*!Love Lost And Found!*

I sit down in the car holding my cell in my hand. Brian just called me 1 month after Joining the wwe, he calls me and breaks up with me. God only knows why. But apparently he's met someone whose around more then 2 times a month!! What a jackass.!!

"Blade sweety I knew from the start he was an ass hole!" Jeff said trying to comfort me. He always knew how. I always felt happy with him. Myabe I was looking at the wrong man. Maybe I was meant to be with Jeff? But no that wasn't possible. He was such a good friend.

I eventually reasoned with myself that if he asked me out I would tke the plunge and do it totally date him. But if he didn't he could forget it! I'm not the type who asks the guy out I wou;dn't have the guts!

"I know Jeffy. I'm just kind of Depressed that's all. Can we get somw skittles and just chill at the hotel. Please Jeff! I asked tearing up a bit.

"Of course Blade. Sweetie I care to much about you to say no. You miss Shan too huh?" he said smiling trying to make me laugh. It was true I missed my brother so much. I was given thte choice to go to Smack Down with Matt and Shannon or stay on RAW with Shane and Jeff. I chose RAW cause I miss Shane and being away from Jeff isn't right. Were always together. He is like my second brother. Except I liked him. But I hate the feeling of never knowing if someone feels the same. Shannon acts on impulse, unfortunetly I don't.

we arrived at the hotel after getting about fifty pounds of skittles and hair dye and everything else to keep me busy. Keep my mind of Brian. Jeff and I were used to this we had done it forever! Ever since we started dating and getting dumped. We'd get together and hang out with just us doing stuff we love.

"Ok so Jeff lets dye my hair with hum. your choice and watch a movie? Sound good?" I asked inquisitively.

"Definetly, um.. you'd look good as blackie like you are but with aha! Red streaks!" he laughed. I smiled. He always knew what colour I would want! They always looked good too.

"Alright then Jeff if im gonna have red streaks you have to have.umm purple hair!" I said smiling at him. I had forgotten how green his eyes were. His eyes were always as green as my own. But I had just totally forgotten, Brian had blue eyes. Piercing blue. I really did want my Brian back, but Jeff was here for me now. I hate love!

"Alright,your first!" he said grabbing me around the waist and pullingme into the bathroom. I screamed and laughed so hard! I was so ticklelish that even this made me laugh. He laughed too seeing my pain from all the laughter. "Whats wrong babe, are you..TICKELSIH!!" he screamed and ticlked me harder. I thought I would die from all the laughter.

"Jeff.Please.Stop!" I managed to spit out between laughing fits. He stopped after a few more seconds and sighed. "Jeff sweetie, whats wrong? You've seemed so down for a month now! Please tell me so I can make it better I miss my happy Jeff!" I said holding him close to me in a comforting hold. He looked up at me and smiled a bit.

"Blade its just shit I have to work out. I have a lot on my mind lately. I can't talk to you about it! Ok just drop it!" he said becoming annoyed with my puppy dog face. He had never raised his voice to me before. I had never realized how scary he could get. And also there was nothing we didn't tell each other. Well except that I like him. But I wouldn't be sad because of it. I just got angry and upset at what he had said and how he had said it I stood up.

"Jeff, I'm going out. I don't think I'll be back for awhile so don't wait up. Now I have shit to sort out." I said in an equally annoyed tone as his. I guess he figured it smart to give me my space. He also must have understood why I was so angry.

"Blade I'm sorry I shouldn't have yelled at you it's not like it's your fault or anything. I'm sorry babe." He said sincerely but I was still too angry to care.

"Well you should have thought about the consequences Jeff, I'll be back later." I said taking the key card and storming out into the hall. This had been our first fight and it was killing me to do this to him. But my anger was stronger then my common sense. I walked away and Jeff sat down and thought to himself.

"What have I done? What if she hates me now? We have never fought before. God I'm an idiot!" he thought and tried sorting it all out.