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"WWE.com regrets to inform its fans that WWE has severed its relationship with Jeff Hardy effective today. We wish Jeff the best of luck."

Summer couldn't bring herself to type that onto the screen and post it on her web page. There were some things that she could do without feeling the least bit bad, but this was not one of them. Above everything else, Jeff was owed a better line then this one. So against her better judgement she started typing away at her laptop. She was going to give Jeff the best damn send off she possibly could.

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-Summer's Words from Her Heart-

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        Random Insanity from Summer

        Entry#45
        April 22, 2003

Now most of my fans out there must be wondering where I went to hide out for six months, and well I'm back to tell you all about it. If you read spoilers and rumors, which I'm hoping you don't, then you know I was in Toronto working on a side project that has nothing to do with the WWE or my ties with them.

Overall it was a wonderful experience, and I would do it all over again the same way. The only thing that I regret is that when I left, everything went downhill with my friends, and with my relationship with them. No need to fear, because I will explain everything in due time.

Toronto was cold most of the time I was there, and I am used to cold weather, but not this cold. I was frozen more times then I could count. But there were some hot guys there that burned it up. LOL. If you are ever in Toronto, Go check out my studio, and hey if you make music, you better be there, I will be looking forward to seeing you all.

Now the one thing that I was supposed to comment on here was my thoughts on my best friend Jeff Hardy, leaving the WWE. I was actually supposed to post this response, but for those of you that know me, or know of me, you know I could never do it that half-assed. So WWE be damned, I'm going to give Jeff the biggest and best send-off I know how too. Summer Styles!

"WWE.com regrets to inform its fans that WWE has severed its relationship with Jeff Hardy effective today. We wish Jeff the best of luck."

Nice of them eh? And Yes silly people that was Canadian!

This is for Jeff, if you read it, I hope it means something man.

        Story-Time

I remember the first time I met Jeff Hardy. I had just signed my contract with Raw, and they had some ideas they wanted to put me into. I could remember thinking, WOW! I'm actually here and this is really happening. So I came to my very first Raw and there he was. At the time, Matt was there too, until the split, but I just remember Jeff because he stood out on his own. I think we became instant best friends because of that.

When the idea of us being put together as a team came around from the writers and Jim Ross, well it seemed like the right thing for both of us. What you guys didn't know, was that I had just recently broke up with someone I really loved when I found him with another woman. Jeff was there for me through that, and the injury that followed. Remember the concussion I received from doing my move off the rope? He was in the hospital with me that entire time too. So being together on air, well it seemed like the right thing for both of us.

Why am I telling you all of this you ask? Because I think in order for you to understand the method behind the madness, you have to step inside my head. I think Jeff would feel the same if he wanted to say anything. I messed up with Mr. Hardy though. I ran when I shouldn't have and we lost touch. Now six months later, I sit here, having to write the hardest thing I've ever done. He's gone guys, and as someone, who considers herself his best friend, I do know he loves you, just as he loves me. What I'm sure he doesn't realize is just how much after all these months I still love him.

Remember Jeff for what he was, not for how he left. It was beyond his control. He did love each and every single one of you, and I know you were the same with him. Keep your eyes peeled because I think Jeff Hardy and me have a few surprises left for you yet.

        Until next time,

        Summer Ryan

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Summer closed her laptop and sighed. Writing something like that was so hard and nerve wracking. Not to mention baring her soul to a bunch of people she didn't know was for sure going to make the WWE bosses pretty pissed off. She remembered her conversation with Jim and smiled. The fans as well as the higher ups were really going to be in for a rude awakening when they found out what she'd done. She knew it was the right move. Now all she had to do was make sure everyone close to her thought so.

Putting her computer away she got up and ran across the street. It was now time to see what Jeff had to say for himself. She just had to make sure he opened the door to her first. Knocking loudly, she waited with baited breath for him to come to the door, and when she saw the shadow, she knew she was as good as in.

"Come in Summer..."

"Jeff listen I know it's been awhile but I wanted to say a couple of things to you. That is, if you'll listen too me." Summer asked raising her eyebrows to see his reaction.

"I want to say something first alright princess?"

"Yeah of course it's alright."

"I was let go today, we won't be together anymore Summer."

"I know..."

"Who told you?"

"Jim when I went to see him about getting caught up on some stuff."

'So that's the reason you're here? To find out what really happened and offer me sympathy?" Jeff said, hearing the angry undertone in his voice and regretting it. The last thing he wanted to do was get mad at Summer.

'No actually, I'm here for a completely different reason. I had to update my site first; otherwise I would have been here sooner. But I'm here now. What happened Jeff?"

"I got burned out after you left Summer. Wrestling wasn't the same for me if you weren't in it. The time we spent together was amazing and if you weren't there to make it better, it got worse. I lost all track of what I was doing and I let myself get controlled by my emotions. I stopped showing up for shows. I begged for time off, and eventually I asked to be let go. I couldn't take it anymore. I tried to stay there, so when you made your return, things could get better, but honestly, you've been gone so long, and people change, I knew they would never get better. So I did what I had too."

"I got the CD Jeff..."

"You did? Why didn't you say anything?" he said with his eyes glued to the floor, afraid to look her in the eyes, and scared of what he might see there.

"I got swept up with being home again, and then I flew out of town for Raw, so I didn't get much of a chance to see you. I was scared to see you actually. Anyway, I just wanted to thank you for the CD, and I wanted to let you know that since I updated my site, and you always like to read the commentaries, I thought you might want to check them out. I'll leave you be now. You know where I live if you want anything."

"Summer wait!"

'Yeah Jeff?"

"I missed you, I needed my best friend...."

"I missed you too, I'll see you later babe."

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